Alpha Female
Is that how Hubby would describe me? Is that a bad thing? I have been thinking about the kid thing a lot lately, but not in the conventional way (of course). Instead it is more like, "Oh I want a puppy really bad." I don't really fear that. I have never gone from I want a puppy to I want a kid. I've done the prego thing and all I felt was panic...great, horrible, deep panic. I don't ever want to feel quite like that again, not next time. Hubby sometimes indicates he will not be interested. So I start life planning with the other important man in my life, Tildar. When will the right time be? Will we be able to live near one another? What will this adventure be like? It is all about timing isn't it. How exactly will that work?
Alpha female
At work I am an alpha. I like being a leader (not the boss). I like trying new things and then politely insisting everyone else learn from it...is that so bad?
Alpha female
At work I am an alpha. I like being a leader (not the boss). I like trying new things and then politely insisting everyone else learn from it...is that so bad?
posted by Bethany at 6:11 PM
3 Comments:
Candid confession. I would describe you as an intelligent, assertive person who still knows how to be diplomatic when she tells people they're not as smart as she is. Few are, so it works.
Yes, Tildar is the other man in both our lives. And no, he doesn't complicate things, he actually simplifies them for both of us.
Life brings with it uncertainty and change, and from that breeds strength and commitment. There is nothing wrong with being assertive, straight-forward, aggressive and dominant if such are needed to ensure that you are happy and full-filled.
You are exceedingly intelligent are are able to develop large scale applications with only a minimum of informational imput. Sometimes that's good, as in the case of what you do for a living. Sometimes it's indifferent, as in the case of how you go through life. And sometimes it's negative, because it can impact your life in a way that you don't want.
As for the children thing, I can't say much more here than what we talked about the other night. I know I can complicate things, sometimes I can clarify things, and sometimes I don't even know why I'm involved. However, I'm glad that you both have let me in, and I'm honored for being a part of your lives, good, difficult, past, present, and future.
How that ultimately turns out, and what it brings, only time will tell. May we have long lives so that the story unfolds more fully, and I'll always be there for both of you.
I love you guys!
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