I am exhausted...
...and shocked. I had the argument of my life last night, or so it seemed. It is funny how two people can seem to be whole and yet be so far away. How is it two people can agree on so much, but at the same time not agree on what feels like a really important one? I'm not complaining, just trying to sort out what I think. I feel like someone threw a curve ball and now I have to hit it. It isn't so bad. It is a bit of a relief actually and at the same time it makes me really frustrated. I understand that life isn't supposed to be easy, but can't I get a break here or there? So what is my next move? I have always been a planner. He isn't. I plan all the time. He doesn't want to. It isn't fair. He has never planned and could quite possible be happier then me (at work, I mean). How fair is that? All I did was plan and work my ass off at school and guess what...I hate my job. I HATE my job. So quit, right...then what. What is wrong with me that I can't figure out my next move?
Maybe I should start drinking.:)
Maybe I should start drinking.:)
posted by Bethany at 7:16 AM
5 Comments:
yeah, start drinking! start drinking for me, too! get your frustration out!
No. No on the drinking. You've tried that before. It worked too well.....
Now, it's time for the hardcore drugs. Really hardcore. Go all the way.
oooohhhhhh....
And as soon as you try it, I will have to kill you. (but go ahead!)
Don't worry, SpyC. We will figure out our next move together... (btw, it wasn't me you were fighting with right? If so, I totally missed the point of the arguement) ;-) How about creating one of those travel shows about young women travelling on their own and visiting new places. Other women do that and make money, why can't we?
Oh wait, that would probably involve flying...
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